Slave gurl looking for her man

I think the sexiest thing in the world is power.

I think the sexiest people in the world are undressed submissives who are totally submissive and willing to please their partner.

Having been slave trained on again and off again for years, I know in my slave heart that I need to be owned, that I need to give my master all my power, and that I need my master to take my power along with his and focus all that power on making me a gay sissy slave whose needs to serve and please him.

I do not care if you are young or old, in shape or not, experienced or not. I care that you are a man who wants to own and use a sissy slave.

Looking for an ongoing relationship.
No married or in a relationship please.
No smokers please.

Short verision:

I am a gay cocksucker bottom. I am submissive. I have a fem streak. Each one reinforces the other. Each one serves to make me increasingly powerless and each one serves to destroy my male gender identity. It does not matter if I want this. The fact of the matter is that I need this. Therefore, I need a man who knows and understands this and will do this to me without harming me (emotionally or physically). That he looks sexy or not, that he has a big dick or not, does not matter. That he can master me and that i will be safe while he owns me (body and slave soul) is all that matters.

Long version:

My last master put me in panties. His making me wear panties all the time taught me that a bottom like me was not even man enough for boy underwear. Having worn panties for years, I no longer know what it is to wear male underwear. Nor did he stop with panties. He trained me that I either have to go naked, or wear girl clothes. I no longer wear boy clothes anymore.

He made me go to medical appointments, where he knew I would have to get undressed, in panties. If we went to parties at friends' houses where it was customary for slaves to be naked, he would make me strip so they see me in panties before I finished stripping naked.

Now I need a man to finish my emasculation and feminization. I want a man to own me as is his right.

I want a man, possibly a husband, who will enjoy my slavery and my womanhood. I want a man in my life who is not embarrassed to show me as his wife in panties, or naked, or in heels.

I want a man who will have me wear short skirts for easy access, or who will have me wear booty shorts or hot pants, so others can see how sexy his property is.

I think one of the sexiest things is when a young adult boy and girl are out on a date and he slaps his girl's ass as not only a sign of affection, but as a sign of his ownership (not to mention as a statement that he fucks her). I so want that.

I want a man who is so confident of his ownership of me that he cops a feel no matter where we are, just because he can.

When we are out and about, I want him to make me drop my pants (or lift my skirt) and show him that I am wearing the panties he selected, if only to tell me that I am his property and that I am subject to his control.

As he is a man and I am his girl, he will have no problem in our friends knowing about that I am his sex slave. It is very important to me that he be proud of owning me, even if it means displaying me in front of his friends, or using me in front of his friends. If he wants, he can share me with his friends.

If he wants, he will lock my cock in chastity so I can only have sex like a girl. 

If he wants, I will consider permanent hair removal.

If he wants, we can do BDSM.

I am putting this out there in the hopes that a man who is looking for a sissy slave will find me.

All ages (18 and over) welcome. Your looks are not important, but your mature judgment is.

All are welcome including experienced dominants, young men, and men curious about dominating for the first time. 

Long term relationship only. Safe sex only. 

Nonsmokers only. No married please.

If you like this and are intrigued, please tell me something about yourself. I can be reached at randythesexslave@aol.com or on kik as randi0415