My time here is good I got to meet a lot of guys here and we have to maintain each other
I spoke to lots of guys all over and yet I found nothing
If you were talking with me
My email address and my phone number will be here after I get done with this thought
I am looking for a real man who can move in has a vehicle I personally I don't have a vehicle I never own one or whatever
I am emotionally paralyzed from being hurt
Though I love leather men etc
I don't expect a lot from guys
I don't like I talk to guys then ghosted
Or I find it less interesting to talk or communicate with
I will not be struck on or over disapline
That is abuse and I will not be treating you with laying my hand unless you like to trigger people
So you can assume you know me and my life but you don't really know me
I know where I been
I not into heavy drugs or use 420
I let you do that but leave it at the door
I don't care if you smoke (cigars/cigarettes) I become allergic now to all types of smoke
I less tolerant to people who miss use things
I only bareback and that's the only way
I love sexttext so that's why I read between the blinds and such
Now then I am looking for a love for the one I call my own
I not here to ask for wedding invitations or such
I am interested in friends first that's damn hard to find
I don't like politics and it's so blasted negative I don't like talking about what the law makers are not making a decision or choice then there poor choice lead this country in split of this country and to face diverse haters and there right then abuse the freedom of speech and condemned everything as gay men and women and bi and such I became fear of our community and the taste of bitterness and as a gem x and such we are phobia to each other of germs and hiv and miss connection to the reality we should stand solidarity and we are not
I am not negative about you bringing me negative talk then you're done
I will not stand by you if you have a life worth then you like the red state conservative ways not being open minded and such then it allows then we can not see and blind that we are not loving our neighbors anymore and we are showing our colors and yet our ancestors who paved and standing up then saying stop being abusive and say something
And plus we promote our sexuality and yet we are not giving a break to children yet we all should know better than that
Yet how much we victim each other or what happens when we don't have sensitivity to other people and respect or such
If you remember what the leather code is about then one day we should re read it
Though I been misunderstood and catfish and thrown under the bus etc well then we should start taking accountability as a whole not independent or individual
So you don't like who talks to you give them a chance
We can't stay who we have preferences to or what income or what status of sti or whatever then if you don't want to say about that you positive or negative of anything then you should be ashamed of yourself then you want to love someone then rather safe or raw sex then you can choose
I choose not to smoke and drink
I don't party and play (against my will)
I don't like being a slave (I talk about it but I don't want to participate in real life)
I choose to say things that we should be talking about not set aside or avoid that
These are hard conversations and choices and we have to live by it
I am a human being too
I respect myself
I love myself
I trust myself
I don't like porn and I still watch it but only as distracting myself
I fight my own mental health issues
I fight my own financial issues
I fight my own emotional issues
I asked for help and when I got help it was not what I expected or such
Then I am guilt trip by others I got threatened of my life
I been hurt bursed battered and hated and physically beaten and yet we don't talk about it or do anything and we clam up and move on
I might be to open I say how I feel I say what are my fears and such yet then if you don't like it then it makes sense to you that you don't like drama or do not want anything with someone
We are suffering at all
I looking for real friends and not fake and or wants bee then only be friends with only for sexual adventures
If you have a partner and open to the partner and go ahead I am happy for you
If you want 3/4- group sex then so be that though I appreciate you offer and I can choose who or what
If we are going to be very picky and proud of everything then you want to hookup and such then maybe you should need a different distraction
I here to find friends sex chat and talk to real men about everything
seamusnoahmatthewson2034@gmail.com
If you want to communicate and on subject line
Daddy dater
And if you want to call/text me
206-257-8199
So text me first so we can understand who we are speaking about and headline of daddy dater I am okay
So if you want to play as children I not going to be your babysitter or butler or sugarbaby or sugardaddy I not a ATM machine or be used then you give me money for being your itch well I don't want that I not here to justify ones behavior I can say you are not in right mind though you going to do anything and ignore who tell you
So friendly thought if we wanted to find and believe in true love and friendship and happiness towards one another then let's respect that