Hey there, a real daddy here. Make sure you read my blog entries...if you don't like my humor you won't like me.

Recently moved to Palm Springs. loving it. Started a new Tshirt business. beardedshirts.com tell me what you think

Quick facts:
5'8 (ok officially 5'7 1/2")
210 and getting smaller Lost 140 pounds so far.
I moved from Iowa to Fort Laud Now in Palm Springs for 2015
Occupation: Masseur (hence the name BEARub)
46 year young and getting younger.

I live in Palm Springs. I love it here. Life is full of changes, and I love it. I have never been in better shape and mental place in my life.

After 25 years of marriage to a woman who I adored but could not love the way she needed, I moved away from Iowa to start a whole new life. She gave me many fantastic kids and they gave me beautiful grandkids. My life has always felt complete but now I am living the truth and my life on my own. I am on the search for the man of my dreams. But taking it slowly.

Random facts about Eddie:
I hate sleep and usually only sleep 3-4 hours per night. Been that way for 15 years. I have done every career I have ever wanted to try. Clam diver, Behavior Therapist, Massage Therapist, restaurant manager/owner, Comic book store manager, Professional Clown, In Home Supervisor, Big Brother, Printer, Designer. etc.
I don't like Mexican food or Pasta, not crazy about sandwiches. LOVE Steak!. Born in Monnesota, lived in Iowa most of my life. Grew up atheist, converted to Christian when 17. Bastard child. My fathers was Spiderman and Superman (ask me about that), I was born with three nipples, like Marky Mark and Carrie Underwood. I snore loudly even after losing 135 pounds. I was arrested for robbing a bank on my wedding night (I obviously did not do).

I am not a man that can so quickly disconnect my love, that is why I get hurt so much. My friends and loved ones that turned on me, when they found out one thing they didn't like, are still loved greatly by me. I hope that someday they can see that I was never out to hurt them, and my intentions were pure.

I currentyl have realized that I am on a quest to love myself. Not in a narcissistic way, but to fully accept and love oneself gives one the power to fully love and adore another. I was taught that lesson by a very dear man.

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid, skinned knees are easier to fix a broken heart. Author unknown

I never knew until that moment how bad it could be to lose something you never really had.